Tuesday 18 November 2008

Disappointment

I hate how life is always trying to teach you a lesson. How it always turns out that what you really really want, is not always what's best for you. How you get what you wanted, and realise, you didn't want this at all. Life is a bloody bitch.

I'm scared right now. I'm in a situation, in which I wanted to be, sometime back. I asked for this. I have no one to blame, but myself. I have no one to point fingers at, but right back at me. I wanted this, and I got it. So now, I'm really scared. What if I ask for something else, and work towards it, and then realise, that that's not what I wanted either? How am I supposed to know in advance that I'm going to be unhappy in that place too? I didn't know before that I'm going to be in the situation I am in now, so how am I supposed to know that the next thing I wish for is going to be any better than this. Don't get me wrong, I don't regret any decision I take by myself. I'm just amused by the sheer evil of life, to put you back down, just when you think you finally got what you wanted!

I have nothing else to say. Nothing at all..

2 comments:

Rambunctious WhipperSnapper said...

Oh Honey, life is an evil cruel bitch!! She's trained us well enough to make us realize that whenever she gives us something we actually want, it's mostly what we think we want.

Life is so cruel that I bet her zodiac is scorpion.

Neha said...

Hahahaha...life's zodiac scorpion..soo funny!!

Yes...life is a bitch! I'm learning to deal with her :)!